I'm a horrible person by sneakin' on the computer for NON homework purposes!! :D

So....I'm now starting to get back into one of my very old anime obsessions. No not Cardcaptor Sakura (>__>; I'm still obsessed with it...just not as bad as 6-7 years ago.), but Digimon!! Yes the show that is like Pokemon, but only they're digital and they can talk to humans!!


So apparently two weeks ago, some people broke into our school and stole DeJovine's computer and projector for the Smartboard. Then on Monday night they struck again.  This time they broke into rooms #1 - 4 and stole only the projectors. Another problem was they used lemons from the lemon tree to break Seely's and Ambrose's windows to check if they are any security systems.  (The only classrooms w/ the security systems are the science labs.)  The police came over and everything.  Some people have caught some guy scouting the school. *sighs*

My new school's year resolution (No such thing, but I need it -___-;; ):

1. Get all homework assignments done - I have no idea why in the hell I have been making all/most of my homework assignments incomplete this past two school years.
   
2. STOP BEING A LAZYASS!!!! - I know I'm a big lazyass, but this past year is just unacceptable for me...I swear I need to find a way to be less lazy this year.
   
3. TOUGHEN UP AND STOP BEIN' PASSIVE - I don't know if people know, but I'm the type who tries to stay out of everything and tries to stay neutral. I need to start having a voice for once and say something (I've already disappointed my teachers already...I need to prove them wrong). I really need to stop being in the corner and say my opinions once in a while if I want to get through life and college. But mostly...I need to draw a line on saying "yes" to everyone.  I'm the type who will say "yes" to the things people ask me to do in order to not feel bad and to make everyone happy. But I feel right now that even if they're my friends, I just need to draw a line and just say "no" for once in my fuckin' life. Right now...even if they're my friends (or somewhat my friends), if I say "yes" to this one thing a friend right now is asking me to do......I think it will make me more stressed and cause my life to go downwards as it already is.
   

I just want to take charge of my life and try to change it. I know I'm not that mature..I'm childish (come on I act like as if I'm an 8 year old at school for God's sake), neutral, pessimistic, sarcastic (will work on this bad trait later), and somewhat melodramatic....I need to get myself together and start making my life a little bit better. I'm going to be a senior for Christ's sake! I just need to be less crazy, stressed, immature, etc. or who knows what will happen to me.....

Okie quick update on me with one of the devil's spawn called school:

1.) Still behind w/ crapload of bio. Trying to catch up as anyway as I can....

2.) Grades plummeting like a plane on fire crashing to its death ever since I came back from NY trip (=___=;; that's part I HATE about missing weeks of school.)

3.) Trying to be less lazy. (not seeming to work ;; )

4.) The highlight of my week (as Me and Carri say):
But overall....life is just so wonderful....I could just kill myself. (note: PURE SARCASM....well only half of that statement...)

~Natsu